For years I have been waiting to witness my blissful love story
Waiting for her to come alive from the pages of Segal’s theory.
I have traveled the longest mile walking alone,
Now I want her to take control
Of my mind, body and soul.
I can go nuts to capture the twinkle in her eyes,
I don’t mind being a clown
If it helps in wiping off her frown.
Oh Dear! When will I get to see you?
For I want to breathe in the seventh heaven with you.
Oh Dear! When will I get to see you?
For my nirvana lies within you.
Last night she was talking to me,
whispering each word with a bestowed fragrance.
But I was all speechless,
feeling the warmth of her presence.
Damn! Something woke me up in the midst of dream and fantasy.
Alas, my life’s trajectory was a bittersweet symphony.
The next few moments were a killing lull
All the happiness transitioned into plaintive dull.
I was again brooding over that four letter word
Craving to struck the unceasingly romantic chord.
Oh Dear! When will I get to see you?
For I am so incomplete without you.
Oh Dear! When will I get to see you?
For I am really really missing you.
The void inside me is growing
Like a fungus so fecund.
Gripping me and swallowing me
With every passing second.
No longer I can hold on to this defeated change in my heart
Consumed by the seven sins tearing me apart.
I will soon reach the epitome of unbearable pain
Gradually transforming from sane to insane.
Oh Dear! When will I get to see you?
For I don’t know where am I heading without you.
Oh Dear! When will I get to see you?
For indeed my life is…Nothing Without You.
--Himanshu Singhal
